It's Just Me & My Crrazy Mind

HOLYMAMA!!!

was it just me or is the wind superman strong tonite?!?
to compare with the heat these few days, this kinda wind just felt lyke an hurricane to me! =D
okay suddenly?
i'm a lil' scared. =S
cos' HULKboy is out in the jungle & the weather seems psychotic.
i tried to take a picture of the trees looking as though it's gonna be blown away anytime soon.
but my camera lights failed me.
GAH.
but if u are experiencing the same wind as i am now, u'll understand.

i tink i'm a lil' nuts.
lately.
cos' i tink abt tings.
that suck.
i tink abt tings.
that are not that important to me.
& i tink abt tings.
that bring myself down.
and why?!?
i dun f-ing wanna live anyone's life but herre i am, tinking of wat-ifs.
HELLO THERE ARE NO WAT-IFs B!TCH.
if i had any other choice i wouldn't even wanna be somebody else.
so wat the hell am i even tinking?!?
crrazy bullsh!t.


hello crrazy wind can u blow HULKboy back?

Unexpected Twist of Fate

sometimes when that unexpected twist of fate in life happens, i just gotta tell myself that it'll start to get all better again.
& then it realli will.

it was a good almost-2-months. it realli was! sales was good, life was easy, not much worries, i can't complain. it was as though "bad-luck" never crossed my mind!

& then for some reason these few days i started having sleepless nights, i got hurt real bad, i try to pick myself up & cheered myself on evry day. my turn was taken & i cldn't get my sales, & it was some eff-ing feeling i can't realli describe. i started to question my character, and who i realli am, i got upset at ppl who are trying so hard to fit in, i felt unfair, got so tired easily, nightmares visited mi. & my back aches lyke #$%^.

do i tink life is bad to me? honestly NO. i kinda lyked it. i lyke the good side of tings, and for some sick reasons, i love the down side sometimes too. it kinda gets mi back on track from a self-centred, big-headed side of me. i hate questioning myself. am i being too ---? should i tell ---? shld i be honest or say tings that they wanna hear just lyke --- always do? and that i DECIDED. i kinda lyked myself for saying things the way i realli feel. at least i dun secretly hate myself after that for lying.

argh but i dunno what i'm going at rite now. the ting is... i'm actualli waiting for hulk to call mi at 3am. cos' he's staying up in camp doing some planning thing and so the only thing i can do is wait. or fall asleep, which i never will.

hmm i was realli mad at work today. cos' i felt down on my luck. that sudden unexpected thing i was referring to? yea that was it. watever it is i just sprinkled good-luck water all over mi after i came back from work so.. i always belived that a new day means a better day. unless i fell from my bed while having a dream that i slipped on a banana skin or sth. which i hope doesn't ever happen. and i also belive one thing. when i say HUAT ARH loudly good luck will come knocking on my door. so... HUAT ARH!!!

*knockknock* ahh that was fast. =D

12 Quick Tips for Boosting Your Happiness at Work

Another intresting guide for my lovely ladies. =D

"Of course, being happy at work depends mostly on how much you like your job. But there are also smaller steps that can boost your happiness, as well -- partly by boosting your physical comfort and your productivity.
Some of these steps are VERY small, but the fact that you’re taking steps to improve your situation itself boosts happiness.

1. Check for eyestrain by putting your hand to your forehead in a salute. If your eyes feel relieved, your work space is too bright.

2. Sit up straight with your shoulders down — every time I adjust my sitting position, I instantly feel more energetic and cheerier.

3. Get a phone headset. I resisted for a long time, because it looks so preposterous, but it’s really much more comfortable. Also, it lets me pace while I talk on the phone, which also looks preposterous, but is energizing.

4. Don’t keep candy on your desk. Studies show that people are much more likely to snack when a treat is within easy reach, and a handful of M&Ms each day could mean a weight gain of five pounds by year’s end.

5. Never say “yes” on the phone; instead, say, “I’ll get back to you.” When you’re actually speaking to someone, the desire to be accommodating is very strong, and can lead you to say “yes” without enough consideration. Along the same lines…

6. When deciding whether to say “yes,” imagine that you’re accepting a job that you’ll have to do next week. Don’t agree to something just because it seems so far off that it doesn’t seem onerous.

7. Don’t let yourself get too hungry. My husband goes without eating for hours and hours at a time, so once, trying to be helpful, I bought him a big bag of granola to keep in his desk. He ate the whole bag in one day and ended up sick as a dog. Lesson: eat regularly.

8. Take care of difficult calls, tasks, or emails as quickly as possible. Procrastinating makes them harder; getting them done gives a big boost of relieved energy.

9. If you’re feeling overwhelmed, think hard about how you spend your time. Be honest. How much time do you spend surfing the internet, looking for things you’ve misplaced, or doing a task that’s really someone else’s job? Also…

10. Let yourself stay ignorant of things you don’t need to know.

11. Go outside at least once a day, and if possible, take a walk. The sunlight and activity is good for your focus, mood, and retention of information.

12. Say “Good morning” to everyone. Social contact is cheering, and if you feel that you’re on good terms with all the people in your office, you’ll be happier each day. Also, it’s polite."

That's all FOLKS!!!

The BEST Thing In Life That I Didn't Know

i kinda thought it's finalli time to, u know.. spend more time together.
time as in quality time.
some nights i just lie on my bed..
tinking about the times when there's just the 2 of us, night trips to east coast for bowling.
supper at chomp chomp, han's, hong kong cafe.
when we're just not so tired lyke we are now.
i always feel glad & contented that we dun need others around to have as much fun as we are being alone, just us 2.
and i thought that was realli special.
that was, very, very, SPECIAL.
and then we'll luff at stoopid tings, and we just never stopped reminding each other of it.
but then the army started robbing away the time you had for me.
and i started to see you most of the time, sleeping.
and when you're not sleeping, i am.
and all we ever do is hang out, at home.
or mahjong.
and we stopped doing tings that only 2 of us would do.
and we stopped being special for awhile.

but we started luffing at silly tings again.
even though we don't go out at nights anymore, we had each other for company, side by side.
come to tink of it..



IT'S ENOUGH FOR ME, AS LONG AS YOU'RE STILL HERRE. <3