with the short amount of time we have left.

i just want to spent the rest of it cherishing u.

=)

still very thankful.

very in love.

and very not willing to let go.

The Pussycat Dolls - Hush Hush

I Never Needed You To Be Strong
I Never Needed You For Pointing Out My Wrongs
I Never Needed Pain
I Never Needed Strain
My Love For You Was Strong Enough You Should Have Known

I Never Needed You For Judgements
I Never Needed You To Question What I Spent
I Never Ask For Help
I Take Care Of Myself
I Don't Know Why You Think You've Got A Hold On Me

And it's A Little Late For Conversations
There Isn't Anything For You To Say
And My Eyes Hurt, Hands Shiver
So Look At Me And Listen To Me

Because I don't Want To Stay Another Minute
I don't Want You To Say A Single Word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There Is No Other Way
I Get The Final Say
Because I don't Want To Do This Any Longer
I don't Want You, There's Nothing Left To Say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've Already Spoken
Our Love Is Broken
Baby Hush Hush

I Never Needed Your Corrections
On Everything From How I Act To What I Say
I Never Needed Words
I Never Needed Hurts
I Never Needed You To Be There Everyday
I'm Sorry For The Way I Let Go
From Everything I Wanted When You Came Along
But I'm Never Beaten, Broken not Defeated
I Know Next To You Is Not Where I Belong

And it's A Little Late For Explanations
There Isn't Anything That You Can Do
And My Eyes Hurt, Hands Shiver,
So You Will Listen When I Say

I don't Want To Stay Another Minute
I don't Want You To Say A Single Word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There Is No Other Way
I Get The Final Say
Because I don't Want To Do This Any Longer
I don't Want You, There's Nothing Left To Say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've Already Spoken
Our Love Is Broken
Baby Hush Hush

No More Words, No More Lies, No More Crying
No More Pain, No More Hurt, No More Trying

wee i love the song!!!
it touches my heart somehow.
sniff.

oh sh!t.
i kinda love & hate this stage that i'm at.
AGAIN.
hmm.. how do i explain that feeling?
it feels lyke.
i have all that i want (@ least i tink).
but something seems to be missing.
or am i missing something?

i am happy @ work.
lyke very very happy cos' i keep myself so busy.
just so time can past real fast.
and then therre's NEW UNIFORM!!!
omagod.
those uniforms are so damn hot.
match them with heels and they look so wow!
i am sooo looking forward to those new babies on me.
i want dec to come faster!!! =D

and then..
okay i dunno.
i hope my heart figures out what i want.

i hate u.
u have ur buddy sleeping beside u.
and u go to classes.
and u wear cool uniform.
and u keep snacks in a container.
and u can use the computer.
and u cover urself with a mosquito net every nite.
and u gotta sleep at 10.30pm.
and u keep urself fit.
and u look forward to booking outs.
and u walk around in boots.
and u fold ur uniform sleeves.
and u gotta look serious.
and u hafta walk up the stairs to the 3rd level.
and u haf a board to pin up pics.
and u have sooo many ppl sleeping near you in other rooms.
and u are my boyfriend.
i realli realli hate u.
stoopid.

the pussycat dolls Doll Domination is awesome!
go get one and turn up the volume. (*^,)