omagod i LOOOF tis' song!!!
it makes my heart go whoa.
it'll be MY ringtone for now. =)



I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight
I need you boo
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight
Said the hearts all over the world tonight

Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot little figure
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours
You're a class all your own and
Oh, little cutie
When you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you are mine
You are one of a kind and

You mean to me
What I mean to you and
Together baby
There is nothing we won't do
Cause if I got you
I don't need money
I don't need cars
Girl, you're my all.
And..

Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
Cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know no I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
What I feel when I'mWith you
Girl..With you

Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you,
there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything

Cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
Cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know no I can't be the only one,
I bet there heart's all over the world tonight,
With the love of they life who feel..
What I feel when I'm With you
Oh..With you

And I..
Will never try to deny,
that you're my whole life,
Cause if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
Cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day



just wat i want in a guy <3

I AM SO BORRED!
shizz.
i'm beginning to hate off days.
was still looking forward to it ytd.
thought i could FINALLY take a rest.
damn..
i never knew how much i enjoyed working.
or should i say..
how much i love having something to do.
it's better than wasting a day away just lyke dat.
man i'm getting old, haven't you noticed?
every single day is precious to me.



i dislyke the feeling of staying at home the whole day.
cursing the whole day.
complaining the whole day.
moping around the whole day.
self-pitying the whole day.
just cos' i effing haf nothing to do.
can u hear mi yawns~
i doubt so cos' i'm yawns~ing inside mi.
if the volume of the yawns~ can determine how borred you are.
den you can hear me 30km away, as loud as a lion's roar.
thank you.

maybe 1 job is not enuf.

OR maybe having off days is not good for mi.

maybe i dream too much wahaha.

maybe i maybe-ed too much.

he's been sucha dear.

not always.

but good enuf fer mi.

& PLEASE remain lydat.

know what?

i miss mommy.

yes i promise my love. =)



i'm nuts.
trust mi.
i was looking forward to ending work & then it started raining.
so i sang : "i feel sad, da-da-da-da-da-da.."
that's borrowing the "i feel good" tune.
& guess what?
mr. customer walked out right in front of me while i'm singing in the loudest tone ever.
& he gave a little snicker and said: "okay".
oops.
of course, nothing to be shy about that.
what's embarrassing is the fact that i added da-da-da-da-da-da to it.
oh my gooosh.
& THANKS to that..
i ended work happily after a grreat laugh with liting.



looking forward to payday!
BUT OF COURSE.
after spending 80bucks on UFO Catcher with the bigger me.
16 soft toys.
now 18 on my window & 12 on my bed..
we deserve an award.
okay prizes aside.
the company more than made up for it.
come to think of it..
the 2 of us seem to have alota activities, alota tiffs & alota luffters.
oh wait.
alota NONSENSE.
i have somebody speaking JUST.LYKE.MI.
trust mi.
u'll noe we're together.
*winks*

what is love when you don't show it?
what is love when pride is present?
what is love when the blame is pushed?
what is love when you don't protect?
actually..
what is love when it hurts you instead?



maybe..
it's about getting angry for that short moment.
& then forget about it all & move on.
like it has never happened.
it's about getting all worked up for that lil' while.
& then forgive & start the chat.
it's about seeing the bad for that instant.
& then looking at all the goods instead.
it's about thinking you are right.
but admitting you were wrong at the end.


right now for me..
it's about that little arguement.
& then saying I LOVE YOU.



i love you.

just came back from a night filled with pure happiness!

the kind of happiness that doesn't show on the face, but is felt in the heart.

previous nights werre rather tired.

struggles in the r/s, trying to make it all right again.

late mahjong nights, & losing most of the time.

with less than 5hrs of sleep, gotta wake up for work..

& the list goes on with other little details.

but tonight?

it erased all the bad yesterdays.

after dragging my feet to work AGAIN this morning..

what seemed lyke the slowest day of all..

i finalli got through the torture of waiting for time to past.

yawns~

surprised!

by marcus, waiting for me to end my work.

after drriving us home & playing with my little bozohulks(stuff toys)..

we gotta left for dinner at Defu Lane.

(i don't even haf time to catch 39 winks)

grreat dinner, grreat family, grreat everything.

& then we headed to OCC for bowling!

cos' me & dear have been toking abt it since a few days ago.

but always unsuccessful.

so finalli! =D

& then all the fun & luffters & challenges.

hulk drrove us all home.

what a night.

even though i'm home realli early tonight.

i feel happy as compared to all the other nights i'm out.

cos' therre's just something about today.

what i want to say is..

hmm..

dear, thanks for being therre.

for being the 'ahmad' drriving us around.

with no complaints at all.

for taking the time to even pick me up from work.

i mean, the effort.

for joining in the family dinner..

for taking food for daddy.

for drriving us home.

& after all this,

all u want is just a smile, a hug & a kiss from me.

i don't know how to describe that oh-so-true feeling for today.

i only wished therre was a videocam.

recording evry grreat moments with you in it.

I'M SO GONNA HAVE A GOOD NIGHT'S SLEEP TONIGHT.

=)

IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERRE LISTENING?

i feel like i need a shoulder to lean on.
oh.
maybe cry a little.
so if u don't mind your top getting a litte wet..



i think i'm just at this stage wherre i'm feeling down more often than high.
just this short stage that i'm hoping it will be over soon!
since evry bad thing comes together..
so i think it's been staying for quite awhile.
so it'll definitely be going away soooon.
the worst was never other stuff but his.
i don't know why either.
it's always the hardest to handle, and the most painful fall.

i don't know doing how much is too much or not enough.
i don't know when to let loose or when to hold tight.
i don't know when to give and when to take.
argh when it comes to r/s skills?
i'm a noob.
and what's the cause of the doubts?
is it cause i can't let go of what used to happen?
or is it that you haven't done enough to prove me wrong?
or isit that i'm just being demanding?
damn.

i know it's stoopid to yearn for everlasting love.
but it's not stoopid to have somebody who loves you wholeheartedly & will never hurt you right?
so i'm just looking for that.
someone.
who.
will.
never.
hurt.
mi.
hurt in all kinds of way.



okay, so wherre's that shoulder i needed?

I'm not looking for someone to talk to
I've got my friend, I'm more than O.K.
I've got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams but it's not all they say

Still I believe
I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me

Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give
All the love in the world

I've often wondered if love's an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I can't criticize it I have no hestitaion
My imagination just stole me away

Still I believe
I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me

Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give
All the love in the world

Love's for a lifetime
Not for a moment
So how could I throw it away
I'm only human
And nights grow colder
With no-one to love me that way

I need someone who really sees me

And i won't wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
You'll reach for me and I'll know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world





Listening to this song makes me think of you.
Despite all the nonsense i created & all the problems we've had.
I'm glad you're still herre with me.
It's enough for me. =)

Yikes i'm waiting to watch Step Up 2 & Water Horse!!!
HELLO I REALLY NEED TIME PLEASE!
I'm like struggling with work & home matters.
& thank god for Marcus.
Phew.
But hey!
I'm just hoping for a saturday night even though lately it's more of a monday's feeling haha.



Good day y'all!

sorri guys.
haf been working.
& alota matters to attend to.
maybe blogging's not sucha good idea anymore.
but no worries..
I'LL BE BACK. -O-O-