evry girl needs a Caleb Danvers.
hahaha.
my own lil' secret. *winks*





shizz..
it's never good enuf.
sorri =(

"i've grown out of fairytales
ran out of excuses.
walked barefooted burnt my soles
till i see that the only person who can accept me is me.
& the one who'll mess mi up is you."

i love tis' part of the song!!



i didn't see anyting.
i didn't see anyting.
i didn't..
okay i did.
i saw something.
shizz.

NEVAMIND!
it's nothing. =D
to mi.

dey woke mi up, telling mi it's all a drream
& den i did, & realised
reality is way much better than it seems



when im busy i tink of u
when im borred i tink of u
when im.. ARGH.
why dun u just gimme 1 short sec not to tink of u.



the finishing line is still 50yrs away.
omagod.



the only way to not feel lonely is to love the person who loves u.
& not loving a whole lot of others who don't.



im not toking crrap herre.
im just feeling rather.. wat u call dat?
oops.
hulk just called mi.
i've no mood to blog alr.
BUHBYE!

enuf said.


aiyo i am BORRED!
erm okay.
i'll go unborred myself.

dat somebody up therre has finalli decided: hmm.. it's time she grows up.
& so herre i am.
already thinking abt how i want my future to be lyke.
so looking forward to evry new day of my life..
i actualli see brightness ahead.
OH.
it's actualli the headlights of a car.



i love being in my world.
cos' in it..
u'll neva noe wat's going to happen.
u don't noe wat's right or wrong.
u can't decide whether to luff or to cry.
it's more thrilling than a roller coaster ride.
unexpectedly scarier than a haunted house.
it's sooo not PERFECT.
but definitely WORTH THE RIDE.
^*^welcome to my world^*^

BUT I AM STILL ME.
& THAT'S THE WAY IT IS.

people all around me are in love!!
dat reminds mi..
i'm so missing dat in love feeling can?!?
to hear dem say about wat dey do, how the other partner treats dem..
to see dem smile evrytime dey tok abt their partners..
i was once lydat too!
& i still wanna be lydat lah!
somehow..
i can imagine dat kinda happiness.
& i'll just smile & luff along haha.
okay clem is one of dem..
bingbing jiejie is another one..
korkor is another another one..
weee!
ALOT LEH!

i noe why!!
must be cos' is reaching VALENTINE le rite?
so happy for u cuckoos!

it's actualli a vry nice feeling to be in love.
dat's when u want to be.
if u cannot gif ur 100% u can neva get dat kinda feeling lah!
no use fearing dat giving ur all will suffer heartbreak lah okay?
if u suffer heartbreak i guess it's cause u neva gif ur all lor.
den u'll cause another person to suffer oso.

weee! =D



& den i take the lonely road home.
goodbye!

right now:
study hard
so can graduate
work hard
so can earn more $$$
LOOK TOWARDS THE FUTURE!!!!

at the same time:
play hard
nid to get rid of the stress
luff hard
cos' not evryting's funny all the time
NOT ENUF TIME TO BE YOUNG!!!!


& den..
life is realli worth living. =D

so since im not your everything
den how about i'll be nothing?

=)
i tink the ache inside can't even be described anymore.
yeah!



just tell mi dat after all tis' shizz..
everyting will be alright once again.
i mean..
behind evry dark cloud..
therre's a silver lining rite?

wow the rain is lyke snow in winter.
cold & it doesn't stop.
& it feels kinda GOOD!

i want a guy lyke:
"i will neva let u fall
i'll stand up wif u foreva
i'll be therre for u thru it all
even if saving u sends mi to heaven"
-the red jumpsuit apparatus-
YOUR GUARDIAN ANGEL
listen to the song & u'll noe wat i mean.
tis' kinda guy?
it's lyke hitting the jackpot.

yawns~
britney's PIECE OF ME is stuck in my bozohead!!!

oh well..
u're naive.
& den..
u grow up.
& u become a lil' smarter.
& u listen to people.
& u'll see dat dey could be right somehow.
& u'll open your eyes a lil' wider.
& u'll understand a whole lot.
& den become wiser.
& DAT'S THE POINT! *winks*

dun make sense.
but it does haha.
GOODNITE ALL.

some latest news:
-i FINALLY got my limited edition metro pink w580i!! yeah!!
i've waited 2 whole months fer it.
finalli mi & the monster own the same fone.
that's the main idea lah.
happy bozo. =)
-i frreaking love britney's new vid PIECE OF ME.
hotness alert!
omagod does anybody haf dat song?
-i haf tons of projects to complete.
yawns~
-i work almost evryday.
double yawns~
-i can earn alota from working.
okay so it's not a bad idea to work.
-planning on a 4i chalet.
so 4i cuckoos.. PLS tell mi when are u guys available.
so i can go book the chalet.
most probably on feb cos' most of us will be having hols. by den yah?
-looking forward to every miting wif the hulk.
oh well..
time spent wif him is precious.
wat can i say..



actualli i'm in a midst of my WISP project.
enuf of thailand!!
but since those mates haf gone fer their brreak..
heh heh heh.
take a rest.
see u sooooon!
i love my new fone.

thanku for the past half a year.
i loof u!

whoever up therre..
pls bless my family!!
i belive i belive i belive.