i'm having that kind of 'i-have-alot-to-tink' mood again.
i'm tinking..
why is it only tuesday nite?
what is he doing inside?
when he tinks of me, does he feel blessed? or stressed out?
does he know what i really want?
will he belive mi if i tell him that the time and love he give me is more important than the things he give me?
does he know i miss him so much that i think of him every second?
and he's my most common topic for the days?
and i realli nid a looong hug from him?

i'm thinking..
what is going on at work?
why am i bitching around?
why am i too wuss to reject ppl?
why is it that the sales don't go up?
why am i getting paid lesser & lesser?
why do i never get things finished?
why do i think of work even on my off days?

i'm thinking..
why do i feel brroke even though i have money?
why do i have unlimited stuff that i wanna buy?
why do i always feel that i have not enough to buy?

i'm thinking..
do i have a lot of friends or just a few close ones?
who are my true friends?
what do people think of me?
to people am i just a face or a character?
what do people like about me?

i'm thinking..
wherre's my innocence gone?
wherre's my open heart?
wherre's my 24/7 luff?
it's probably still therre but a lil' more controlled.

i'm thinking..
if i can figure out what i'm thinking i'll be a genius.

but rite now i'm thinking..
if i want a marcus for my birthday, will i get it?
a marcus loh.
and can i not be 20 on my birthday?
can i be 18?
and...
WILL MY WISH COME TRUE?

i'm thinking.
& thinking.
& thinking again.