i'm feeling damn relaxed.
i tink it's cos'..
i noe i'm gonna learn alot from tis' r/s.
i've alr learnt lyke.. wow.
seriously no regrets.
it's a rather tiring process, but u noe..
the more tiring it gets, the stronger i become.
& the more confident i will turn out.
hopefulli 1 day i will oso smarten up, less stoopid.
haha.

just tis' few days alone.
i kinda wake up tis' morning.
i undastood quite a few tings.
all of us haf diffrent priorities.
it doesn't matter as long as i noe wat's mine.
maybe 1 day it'll change.
but right now i 'm sticking to it so no use telling mi much.
i oso realised dat when the term starts..
i'm gonna be crrazy all over again.
cos' evrybody's back from attachment & life in skool wun be lyke..
clement & market, clement & market, not so lonely anymore.
it's gonna be pure fun so i'm realli looking forward!
& dat's wherre independence comes in. =)
oh! & tis' time..
i'm gonna study hard. *remind myself time& again!!!*
to prove myself.
& when dat time comes where i no longer feel so insecure..
i tink i'm finalli back to who i realli am. =)

today was lyke a total opp. of ytd.
last nite was pretty effed up.
it takes up less than 0.1% of my life.
today i woke up in time fer skool.
i tot i wun noe anybody in class.
turned up i see my frens evrywherre!
it's a wonderful feeling cos' i miss evryone.
i hate FYP & Yr3.
cos' lazy to make new frens alr.
the lecture was rather blah..
but still managed to get thru it.
best(dat boink) was bz reading my msges.
duh..
it seems lyke ppl lyke to take my fone & just explore.
it doesn't read 'PRIVACY' anywherre, i noe.
& seriously..
therre's nth much haha.

oh yea.
i realised lately my fone's been rather busy.
i dunno why haha.
alota gatherings, mitings..
it's no longer lyke.. work, papa, mama dat kind.
which is another good ting haha.
been quite some time since the calls kip coming in.
& events coming up.
i tink dear shld be happy.
wun kip bugging him to mit mi.
killing 2 ants wif 1 drop of water.

i'm tired now & i haf skool tml.
wateva it is..
i'm still bozonut.
& i hate it when ppl try to change mi.
or force mi into tings i dun wish to do.
unless i noe it's fer my own good.
& i love it dat i'm rebellious.
i love it dat i'm stubborn.
i love it dat nothing can kip mi upset fer too long.
i love it dat at the end of the day i can always change sth bad into good.
just to make myself happy.
i love it dat i'm loving rock all over again.
&..
i love it dat i dun realli gif a ****.



*still rather untamed*

Akon- Sorry, Blame It On Me
I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect
I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl
I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me... ...

it's a nice song.
yawns~
been bored the whole damn day.
feeling rather empty.
empty in the stomach & in the head haha.
the best ting i cld do to past time was..
SLEEP.
fer almost 3 hrs?!?
i hate it when i haf nothing to do.
even Betty&Veronica dun seem to intrest mi at all.
& the calls kip coming in but none of dem was u.
maybe my diarrhea is getting on my nerves.
but yea, i'm feeling kinda effed up.

was asking daddy if i can go back to jam wif the guys.
& his reply was rather predictable.
dammit.
& i dread going back to skool tml.
i dun geddit why do dey call it vacation when we still hafta go back.
)(*&^%$#@!
WHY IS EVRYBODY IN THE FAMILY ALR SLEEPING?!?
& i'm the ony 1 awake..
sheesh.
argh.
just wasted 1 day of my life.
& i bet u can tell i'm not feeling vry bozo today.
it seems as though i'm complaining abt life.
but yes, i AM complaining abt life.
after wat seems lyke 1234567890yrs.
i just dun want those unhappy tings to be chucked aside fer too long.
so dat tml i can be bozo again.

i nid chocolate.
i nid u.
i nid to force myself to sleep.
knn.

haha sorry eddie.
i bad mood u kena.
tsktsk.
no wonder papa love u so much.
yawns~
eh brother mahjong leh!

our 2nd month just passed.
a couple of hrs ago.
gosh how time flies.
i tink hunting fer the gift & coming up wif silly ideas is always the best part of celebrating the occasion.
i dunno.
i just realli lyke it.
cos' i always ended up luffing at myself fer doing wat i did.
i lyke it bozostyle, unpredictable.
seriously, i wun trade my brain fer anyting. ;p

last nite somebody outdid mi in my plan.
so i ain't the ony person wif all tis' ideas haha.
*thnx jeepy!
haha thnku dear fer surprising mi late at nite.
having u turn up was an amazing feeling.

today was a rainy day!
loved it haha.
was reading my long-lost past-time BETTY&VERONICA at dear's.
ended up sleeping lyke a log fer 3hrs?!?
it was sucha good sleep i actualli dreamt!!
anw.. i'm so loving the comic!
damn i realli miss the feeling of imagining myself in their world.
i want a holiday pls!!!
HAIRSPRAY-ed wif dear.
yea my 2nd time haha.
i love musicals.
i still tink Grease is the best, no qns abt it.
ARCADE-d.
wooot i love arcade haha.
i managed to complete my bishi-bashi in 1 credit!
omagod still so shen haha (BEST's fav. word)
Gene was therre too.
so we werre luffing all our way home.
i tink the guys are realli funny.
or izit cos' i find evryting funny?!?
hahaha esp. durring i-sketch wif dear.
omagod.
i dunno watta say. >.<

& dat's it.
how we spent our 2nd month togeda.
simple & just the way i lyke it.
thnku dear.
fer the luffters.



i love u.
though i dunno wat went wrong haha.

u noe dear u did it.
AGAIN.
(1hr later...)

just trying to prove wat i meant.
i took some time to paint tis'..


*can u find the 7 hidden 'marcus's?*
sorri just trying to be funny.

just look @ my brain.
just look @ how small it is.
omagod.
& den when u cut it open tis' is all u'll find inside.
it used to be filled wif lotsa nonsense, crrap, tricks..
i'm sorri it's been INVADED!!
by a boy i love so dearly.

how come..
how come evryting dat has gotta do wif u..
looks so perfect?!?
even painting tis' makes mi luff.
i'm enjoying it!!
i luff @ evry single picture i add, i smile @ evry 'marcus' i paint.
I'M HAVING A FEVER!!!
nobody can cure tis' sickness.
gosh.

u want more evidence?!?
just look @ my lil' notebook okay.

APRIL-i don't even noe u

MAY-?!? who are u

JUNE-hello stranger!

JULY-virus attack!

AUGUST-invaded.cannot be saved.


ahhHHhhHHhhHH!!!
not ony are u filling up my mind..
u are filling up my lil' notebook!!
omagod omagod.
who are u?!?

dammit.
I MISS YOU OKAY?!?
buay tahan.
if i dun sleep now my brrain's gonna frreeze.
i'm s'pposed to be doing wat i'm S'PPOSED to be doing!!
pls pls just get out of my mind awhile.
argh.
IMPOSSIBLE.
tis' time even adidas oso cannot save mi. O.o

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

bfore miting the bozo-est bozogang..
i went to zara!!
alone.
omagod i'm nuts.
i took so many tops to try!
& i'm in love with a white hooded one.
i bot it okay.
but daddy's gonna frreak out when he sees it.
cos' it's kinda low.
but but but!
overall it looks goood!
care? dun care? a lil' bit care? pretend dunno?
shizz.
i'm having dat 'I-WANNA-SHOP-24/7' feeling again.
jia lat.
shopping partners HELLO?!?

finalli hung out wif the bozogang!
minus clement.
HAIRSPRAY-ed.
i sooo love the movie!
i dunno why the gang sez i luffed realli loud.
i dun tink so leh.
i wanna watch it again.
deal!
took neoprints.
weeeeeee!
love it.
it's so fun to play!
omagod i feel lyke a freed bozo.
it's lyke..
even though the gang hasn't been out togeda fer a looooooong time..
nothing realli changed.
still the unstoppable chats & luffters.
& the fun.
& the bozo-ness.
WHEN'S IT GONNA HAPPEN AGAIN?!?
can't frreaking wait.

& den today work was grreat!
i haven't been to work since monday due to my exams.
& being back therre is lyke..
WOW.
just dat..
how come arh..
evrybody started grrabbing my butt.
& discussing abt how dey lyke how firm mine is.
?!?!?!?!?!?
is it lyke grab-MY-butt day or sth?
i've been groped the WHOLE DAY!
omagod.
tinking abt it now makes mi itch.
itchilicious.
i'm not exagerating.
it's realli lyke.. alota times today lor!
yawns~ my butt is tired.

so NOT looking forward to the hols.
so looking forward to how i'm gonna pretend dat i haf hols.
so NOT looking forward to 8am-5pm evry weekdays.
so looking forward to how i'm gonna leave @ 1pm on most days.
so NOT looking forward to going home aftr skool.
so looking forward to hang out with as much cuckoos as possible!!!
WOOOT!!
i'm feeling REBELLIOUS.
SOOO looking forward to brreaking the rules.

i'm feeling weak i'm feeling weak.
something tells mi i'm tired.
my bed's in a mess.
my mind's.. i dunno wat's it doing.
my fingers are moving slowly-er & slowly-er.
i nid to sleep.

I'M TINKING OF THE BOY STAYING 3 AVENUES AWAY FROM MI.
GOODNITE ALL.

i didn't expect an answer from u, my dear.
but u gave it to mi.
thnku. <3

dat cleared all the doubts dat i've had.
evryting.
it's time to trust all over again.
weeee!!!


plsdunkillmicos'i'mtakingmyexamin4hrstimebuti'mherre.
ireallican'tgetshizzintomyheadiDUNNOWHY!!!
yawns~
i'mdyingtogozara.
myinnerchildistryingtogetoutOMAGOD!!
iwannaplay!!!!!!!
goshtis'exam'ssuchachore.
it'srobbingmiofmyfreedom.
notdatitcan,but..kinda.
sheesh.
eff.

.ybab ym ssim i
canutellhowborrediam?
datiactuallihaftheurgetotypeevrytingbackwards.

i nid rock music!
the academy is. OMAGOD.
the vocalist reminds mi of Axl Rose.
THAT's HOT! \m/

why do people always tink dat it's better to be loved than to love?!?
gosh.
it's not!! sillybonkersfreakonuts.
my bozotheory tells mi it's ony best when..
you love & you know that you are loved.
*bingbing jiejie all the best in your r/s! >.<
i love u! =)
*wenwen u cuckoo.
pls learn to appreciate wat u haf or i'll get real nuts & make u pay fer evry zara top i get.
do tings wifout regret lah aiyo.
haohao's a good guy. =)
& u are NOT a substitute fer marcus/serene okay.
)(*&^%$#@!
nobody can eva take ur place in my bozoheart lah.
pls dun say dat again or i'll...
i dunno. i can't lose u wahaha.
hmph.

it's raining!
& rain makes mi feel good.
i so wanna play mahjong omagod.
gian-ess!!
my bozohands haf a mind of their own.
DEY ARE PRETENDING TO BE DRY-SWIMMING!!
okay i badly nid to play mahjong.

wat's wif being so chatty omagod.
i tink it's the tot dat the exam's finalli gon' be over!
& & &..
no more stress.
am i nuts?
or am i just high?
alrite i betta bye fer now.
i saw *somebody* online.
*prays hard dat i dun get )(*&^%$#@!*

loves!

i know that i'm truly special only in my parent's eyes.
that's all that should matters, isn't it?

am i special in yours...?

today was quite a day.
had a long chat wif ying in the noon.
& den just finished chatting wif rene.
GIRLS..
are all the same.
the insecurities, the missing, the expectations of the bf.
omagod.
i haven't had long chats lyke tis' fer quite some time.
& it sure feels good.
but 1 ting i realised is..
all the disappointments are always caused by the expectations.
& dat's when i cannot realli relate.

it's not dat i dun wanna expect.
or dat i neva let him noe wat i want.
it's more lyke..
i want evry day to be a surprise, a bonus.
maybe i'm afraid to look far.
or dat i'm trying to undastand.
but the fact is.
i haf no control over his life.
much as i wanna noe wat he's doing, wherre he's at, if he tinks of mi..

until now..
evry time he calls mi, or a msg from him..
is always a surprise to mi.
& it makes mi so damn happy!!
it makes my day haha.
i dun eva wanna lose dat feeling.
& somehow i noe dat the day i start to expect from him..
will be the day i stop appreciating him.
I DUN WANT LYDAT!!!
i wanna love tis' guy lyke how i 1st loved him.
& i still haf dat feeling is so strong omagod.

u noe.
when i dun msg u or gif u a call, it may seem as though i dun care/miss u.
but the truth is..
i do! ALOT. i miss u all the time.
but i'm afraid to disturb u, cos' i always seem to call at the wrong time.
when i say sth lame/funny, when i crrap, is not dat i'm not serious.
the truth is..
i love ur smile. seeing u happy makes mi happy.
when it seem as though i haf no confidence/low self-esteem..
the truth is, i haf alot.
but when it comes to being with u, i always feel dat i'm not good enuf.
dun ask mi why..
but to mi u're the best.
& no matter how i try, i can't be better.
& i've neva stopped being thnkful since the day ur 1st msg came in.

i realli miss u, my dear.
<3
good luck fer ur exams!! =D



was oso chatting wif the cuckoo WOOOOOOON LAN.
B4 nids a gathering HELLO!!
finalli all back from attachment.
i noe u guys miss my nonsense wahaha!
i nid crrap!!
omagod i nid bike ride too.
& &..
i miss being called a frreak.
i can't belive i'm so happy dat u guys are BACK!
WELCOME BACK!!
so who's gonna plan the gathering wif mi..?
damn.

BOZOGANG too.
Korkor too.
Aiyo evrybody lah!
Whoeva i've been missing out on.
Who've been booking mi fer quite some time & i'm always bz.
Sorrrri!!
Pls take a queue no. thnku.
Priority weiwen & serene hor!
Okay happy nut. =)

argh i'm so loving u u noe?!
i wanna love myself tis' much too.
damn. >.<

A BOX OF MEMORIES... ... ...

just finished 1 of the best dinners eva.
the reason cos' mommy bot it.
& evrybody's home to enjoi it.
it's been so long since all of us sat at the dining table togeda.
even if it's just a simple meal.
wat makes mi touched is mommy actualli bot all my fav. dishes.
*sniff*
i guess fer some time i've been taking my family fer granted.
tinking dey will always be therre.
i failed to see dat the time spent wif dem is getting lesser by the day.
& it's making mi fear.
it's so cute how mommy will always luff at the little tings i say.
or take note of my evry actions.
no matter how hard i try to hide my feelings..
she will noe if i'm having a bad mood dat day.
i belive therre's no-one else lyke mommy anymore.
how she always make the whole family luff.
& openly show her affection & love to us.
many said i'm vry blessed.
dat dey envy, will want to haf a family lyke mine.
& most of the time i'll just tink dat it's just cos' dey ony see the good tings.
but i realised dat i am truly blessed.
cos' daddy & mommy neva fail to gif their baby girl the best.
even if dey can't, dey tried.
despite the many happenings we haf at home..
& the unexpected fearful future..
we still stuck togeda as 1 family.
& i'm actualli thnkful i haf tis' HOME.


i realised dat i've forgotten about my fairytale dream.
sth dat has been wif mi fer long, & i unknowingly left it behind.
been so cooped up in my fears.
fear of losing someone, of losing time..
i've forgotten how to belive.
& to mi, dat's sad.
i neva feared of losing cos' i always belive dat one day i'll live my fairytale.
one dat i..
wake up wif no expectations.
live the simplest life.
brighten people's day wif my smiles & optimistic mind.
do tings dat i want & dun care how others tink.
& neva stop waiting fer dat true love.
WHY DO I KEEP FEARING?!? GOSH.
i hate tis' feeling.
i dun lyke wat it's turning mi into.
i want to trust again.
i wanna depend without being insecure.
i wanna gif my all wifout regretting.

sometimes all i nid is just knowing dat someone cares.
even a "wat are u doing?" makes mi happy.
i want to just show the ugliest side of mi & i'll still be loved.
i've always been a short-tempered person.
& i'm kinda amazed how i can actualli not throw a temper at someone fer a few months now.
or shld i say i'm amazed at how i can accept evry single flaw of a person.
it's a mystery.
but well..
i wonder if tis' is called "true love"..
& i wonder if true love exists.

i wonder if life can still be as innocent & simple as bfore.
cos' i realli miss dat feeling.
so badly.

*damn. i hate being emo.

just recovered from my fever(4days), followed by food poisoning(3days).
omagod i'm NOT complaining hor.
i'm STRONG!!!
just explaining why i haven't been updating heh.
i'm feeling so yawns~
cos' i woke up at 6.30am to work!!
omagodess.
a poisoned stomach didn't make tings any better.
despite the tiring work & poison..
i'm still a happy bozo.
cos' i went shopping wif RENE!!

i actualli bot my 1st dress aftr 1000yrs later.
frreak. it scares u as much as it's scaring mi okay haha.
& den a tee! okay SO mi. haha.
see clem, i neva change all dat much heh.
i'm still old crrazy noisy boyish mi, just dat well..
a lil' more galish wooot!
therre's so much to tok abt..
gals stuff.
listening to probs.
it feels good at the end of the day cos'.
i feel appreciated fer making ppl see tings my way.
i noe i surprise alota ppl wif the way i tink haha.
dun haf a choice!
i'm just bozo-ly diffrent haha.
aiyah we are ALL THE SAME.
okay it's late so i'm toking nonsense.

aftr parted wif rene i actualli got the urge to shop alone at ntuc!!
omagod i started walking arnd & neva missed a single section!
worse, i realised at dat time i didnt bother abt wat i was doing..
i was just happily doing my own shopping.
omagod omagod dat feeling was GRREAT!!
i saw the looney tunes pillow & i just took it.
i saw the brread & la vach quid it (how to spell) & i just took it.
i saw the haagen daz pint i took it (wanna get it fer daddy).
& den when i wanted to pay the aunty took so long to find the price tag fer the pillow.
so i said i dun want the ice cream alr, cos it's melting.
den she said i took to counter le still dun want.
wahaha my stooopid guts omagod!!!
i was alone & i still................ gave her DAT reply.
OMAGOD!!! bite myself.
i hate my guts i hate my guts!!
den she kept staring at mi while i walked off.
weeee!!
dun get the wrong idea. no vulgar at all, neva shout, neva make a fuss.
super zai lah!
dats why i can't belive myself.
just 1 cool sentence she stunned tio. wahaha.
;p
den bot dinner home fer family!
feels so good when evrybody appreciates.
even if is just a simple dinner. =)

i'm appreciated!!! =)
just lyke how i got an old fren back.
heh.
life is beautiful.

somehow..
i belive it has sth gotta do with how i started to treasure.
& it's the best feeling!!!
gif more expect less.
gif more expect less.
gif more expect less.
ahhh...
i wonder if i've attained bozonutility.

i found sth rather funny today.
i told rene..
"in the morning i was tinking.. how come i lyke not tinking of him... =("
& den she replied.
"how can u not tink of him when u are tinking of him?"
okay so chim.
dun nid bother to undastand wahaha.
it's rather stoopid.
cos' evry single ting im doing actualli reminds mi of u.

omagod.

alrite i noe i nid to rush my project lyke real badly haha.
but i can't help but leave a lil' sth herre.
u noe how i always talk abt wanting to lead the simple life.
i always tot i'm one of the rare ones left who wants dat kinda life.
fer mi, the kinda simple i want is realli SIMPLE.
lyke walking, enjoying nature, away from town, enjoy a friend's company, playground, play hide-&-seek, pure innocent luffters, peaceful silence..
aiyah u get the point lah.
& den i found someone who's lyke mi in a way.
not TOTALLI lyke mi. but it's perfect enuf. =)

u noe dat day when u gave mi a ride on ur bicycle to my ah ma hse.
dat feeling was.. i cannot describe.
i'm alr 19 soon omagod.
i tot i'll neva experience tis' kinda ting again!
it leads mi to tink of how in the 60s ppl fall in love den all dey cld travel in was the bicycle.
it's the sweetest kinda r/s eva!!!
the feeling i got when i was holding on to u is: NOTHING ELSE MATTERS.
the sweat, the bruises, dey dun matter at all to mi.
at dat moment i realli can't help but tell u "i love u".
it's not silly, it's amazing.

& den last nite aftr the NDP ting..
most of the time we werre WALKING omagod.
haha my leg hurts.
but it feels GOOD.
esp. aftr 2am & it seems as though therre's ony the 2 of us at town haha.
minus the cars.
i can't belive how much i've been walking eva since i started being wit u.
it's beautiful!!!!
it's wat i've been longing for.
therre, DAT kinda simple life lor.

u taught mi so much.
u taught mi to observe tings, to enjoi life's beauty.
to treasure evry single day lyke it's gonna be my last.
to tolerate, to give more & expect less.
u taught mi to love unconditionally.
& how to be truly happy.
u didnt teach mi all tis' directly.
but i learned so much aftr being wif u.
oh.
& mommy loves u so much omagod haha.
daddy too though he didn't say it out.
& despite my materialistic nature (heh.)..
i realised that other than evryting dat money can buy..
the love i haf fer u is priceless.
& i meant it when i say dat being wif u..
我不怕吃苦.

okay back to project.
yawns~
hate it.
& gosh..
i haf limited cash now.
dat kinda sucks.
no choice. i overspent.

& i'm miting wen & lynn tonite!!
omagod i miss my gals.
frreaking much. <3

wow!
i can't belive time is actualli passing vry fast.
super duper fast!!!
do u still remember wat u werre doing 2 months ago?
it just felt lyke ytd omagod.
i tink therre's realli nth fer mi to do herre in class.
the guys werre playing just not long ago.
tongue-kissing thru the glass pane haha.
the 2 boinks lah.
tis' is one of their games i can't join in.
sheesh.
now i'm borred.
& i LOVE to daydream/backtrack.
tis' time i rewinded. =)

2 months ago i was still attending one of my closest fren's birfdoi bbq lah!
while waiting fer her bf's fren to come drrive us to the beach..
mi & the gals werre still drrinking bubble tea.
& weiwen accidently poured the drrink on the floor.
den the auntie )(*&^%$#@!.
luffing & chatting togeda wif linlin & lynn & i forgot dat gal's name. (oops)
den the call came.
& we walked to the grass area bside the cars while waiting fer her bf's other frens.
den tis' grp of guys came.
one of dem actualli caught my eye. ^^
but i didn't bothered much cos' my fone kept ringing!!
colleague kept calling to ask abt settlement.
den the gals wanna go toilet.
den not long later we werre alr in the car off to the beach.
den walked arnd, played the swing, chatted, luffed, blahblah..
all while waiting fer my gal to come.
when she arrived it was realli sweet.
bf carried her over, she being blindfolded.
i wanted to kiss her on the lips.
but got the tingling feeling lah omagod haha.
so ended up just a peck on the cheek. >.<
sing birfdoi song.
eat the bbq food.
took a ride on the jeeeep!!!
it was crrrazy!
i still rmb-ed i can't wait to get on it & the gals werre asking why i so gan jiong wahaha.
I LOVE JEEPS.
den returned & munched more.
i tink i ate the crrabsticks lyke siao.
yummylicious!

den vry tired le.
cos' arnd midnite alr.
so we just sat therre chatting.
den suddenly rene pulled mi over.
& ... ... ...
jeepy drrove us home.
tot it was just another fren's bbq.

few days later i noe the boi who caught my eye. =)
& now he's in my life. *sniff*



2 months ago..
i dun even noe someone so special existed.

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if i didn't go fer the bbq..
or dat i did went but was afraid to love..
wat will happen now?
i would haf missed out on the simplest 1st month we had understanding each other.
i still remember dat one month so clearly.
wat u wore fer evry single occasion, wat we toked & luffed about.
evry moment treasured. =)
thnx fer not giving up just as i was abt to.
cos' if not i wun realise how much i actualli love u.
& i realli do.
evry side of u, evryting u do.

from the moment i chose to be with u my dear..
i've decided to hold ur hand tightly & not let go.
until the day u do. <3

imissu